one other thing i love about myself:

 i find myself always asking questions to my dad, cause he’s smart and knows a lot, and i’m very eager to learn and understand things about the world. even if i was already taught about these subjects in school but never could make the right conclusions and connections (bc autistic brain) i should feel no shame in not being smart in the same way non autistic people can be. I have my own strenghts when it comes to intellect. I am smart, just in different way than non autistic people. and most important of all, I am eager to learn.